(Second email from sister)
You’re the one who made me speak my thoughts. With you, it seems easier to say things. One more thing, for now, I feel l see her more, when I don't try so hard too. It seems to happen that way. As soon as I have more feelings and thoughts I will tell you, thanks for always being there for us, and easing the pain, I am here for you ALWAYS, no matter what you want to say, say it, and I will respond. I am so thankful to have the family we have, we are all SO LUCKY!!! It's a rare thing.
well, its' been a tough week for all... I find myself reading your blog for something, not sure what. I guess support, which does help. Even when something happens to another member of the family, you worry about others, thinking, wondering, and worrying. I think for a while it will be hard, which you will know who you are... to think of how someone else feels, or what they are thinking, makes you wonder and worry... but I think this is helping...
ReplyDeleteMy guess is, that you find yourself reading this blog because its one place that openingly describes your own feelings that you wish to speak also, and you find that your feelings and thoughts are not so uncommon and you find that in that, you are certainly not alone. Which is true. Make sense?
ReplyDeleteMaybe you just find comfort here in knowing, you belong here too; your thoughts and feelings have a place.
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