I haven't written here for so long but I have thought about doing so. So many times and so many changes and so many days of one kind or another has passed by. Each time, I have wanted to come here and write of it. I didn't. I'm grateful this Thanksgiving. I've also have been in a holiday type spirit for a few months. Thats unlike me, at least, my past. I put my mother's little Christmas tree out also, like every year.
We had a wonderful dinner at Heidi's tonight. She cooked it all, even though she still is struggling with that foot of hers. I cleaned it up. When I got home, I pulled out Christmas decorations and put things out and around, including candles in the windows. I've been reading on pinterest of random acts of kindness. I have so much I want to change in myself. A good place to start would be with random acts. I am very grateful for my life, for all I have and for all I've always have had. Struggles come and go but seems I always come out and with new lessons.
I don't have a lot of time after work and all the other parts of life, but I want to find more time and I want that time I can squeeze out of my life to go toward the good of me. Probably sounds strange but I think I want to really make some kind of difference, somewhere. It would be nice to have another on this journey but I also don't mind doing so along.
Too soon to make up a New Year's resolution but I want to keep track here of such changes with me and those "random acts of kindness" i seek to learn and carry out. I think I'm changing in my older age. It makes me wish I had more time. Wish I could teach that lesson to kids cause its sad they won't know or feel that until oneself has no choice but to slow.
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